My school have a meeting today.
I feel so depressed though I was praised by my ESL teacher.
It is suck....
I know I not suppose to complain about anything, but it just makes me feel bad.
I got a meeting this night.At 7 PM in my school wich was talking about the direction of the colleges we night go.
I feel a sense of excitment, because I knew one of my favorite teachers will be there.I can imagine she talk about me with my aunt or my uncle.
As a metter of fact,mt aunt didnt come because she have her work to do,so she called her brother to be my company.
Well,he is a good guide,actually.I feel apprciate that he went there with me.
When we got there,the thing was happened as I thought.
My teacher complimented on the great grades I got in the ESL class,and emphasized how smart I was.
Especially, they all were talking about my art works wich were hung up in the hallway.
My uncle and I just kept smiling and nodded our head saying"Thank you~Thank you~"
After that...
I feel depressed,BECAUSE I SAW A LOT OF THEM WERE ACCOMPANIED WITH THERE PARENTS OR WHOLE FAMILY.
GODDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!
HOW DEPRESSED I AM!!!!
I FEEL LIKE I'M DOING USELESS THING ,BECAUSE NO ONE WILL CARES ABOUT HOW WELL I DO IN THE SCHOLL.
I WANT SOMEBODY TO FEEL A SENSE OF HAPPINESS WITH ME.
MAKE ME FEEL LIKE...
....I HAVE A FAMILY.
I
WANT A
FAMILY.
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